what if

1. i got more dermals
2. ate meat
3. never got sick
4. never died
5. died right now
   never got into music
6. dated a girl 
7. dated a boy
8. ate jelly beans for every meal
9. moved out
10. ran a better blog
11. became famous
12. became homeless
13. worked on arts
14. became a hermit
15. moved to the mountains
16. built a cabin
17. could do what i wanted
18. i believed in a god
19. was a boy
20. wore what i want
21. got food after school
22. i could talk to people 
23. had a different name
24. could answer my phone
25. i could drive
26. what if i left everyone
27. became some one new
28. i started to love my self
29. wore ball gowns
30. shoved my head
31. grew a beard
32. dyed my hair pink
33. lived how i wanted