Wednesday, March 5, 2014

favorite words

wisky, acceptable, cultured. honor. gadget.
moist/ fudge/ fun/ poop/free/
tacos/ fuck daphqu fantasti/c epic/
velocity/ spontaneous/ facetious/ vicarious/ delicious/
abulia/ savvy. embody. rig, cardiac  



Abulia

wisky
 bitter, defined, cultured
 liquid, but it is not moist.
 a fantastic high velocity burn all the way down
 he loves it,
I hate it.

 "it is delicious!"
"dont you  want any?"
a facetious question
he knows my answer

him drinking, smoking, laid back
embodying the epic image of a man
i facetiously  live through him
if there were no cost i would be like him
accepted,honored, savvy, free

the image is spontaneously shattered
begging for fudge and tacos once he is drunk
embodying the epic image of a child
rigging up toys from gadgets and empty glases

such a waste,
such a fucking waste.
in my constant confusion of who i am
he can effortlessly become
 
but he is not the type of man i want to be
 if i could be a man at all.

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